I hate hate hate pms. Cos it makes me use the word hate. Three times over.

Arghhhh sometimes it really pisses me off why women have all this nonsense to bear with. Not to mention the cramps which are already creeping in on me, and susceptibility to UTI and bloating due to water retention, I just become extra irritable to people especially those closest to me, when pms comes around! It already feels awful to feel angry on perfectly happy days, then I end up hating myself for it. Cannot stand it. Arghhhhhh. So happy to have this avenue to say all of this out. Or else I'd feel so much more lost and helpless and angry.

I went to watch inception today. I went into the theatre irritable but came out happy cos my mind was boggled with so much till it forgot to be angry. Though it's confusing, I'll have to say I liked it. How can you not like a movie that makes you forget your anger right! Had frog leg porridge and tofu and bbq chicken wings for dinner... satisfying :)) sounds like a very good day right? Yes it really was, but I got moody after dinner again, that's why I hate hate hate myself and thus pms so much.

Wish there was something I could do to limit its horrible effects. Only thing I can think of is more exercise. Speaking of exercise, I've been crippled from doing it for the past few weeks cos of muscle strains then flu. Sian. Not even sure if I should train tomorrow. But the general idea about that is there won't be ntu courts for the next month, and why not train there while I still can. The school should really be compensating our bookings of outside courts, cos the (measly) facilities that we paid miscellaneous fees to ntu for, won't be available to us for one month. It's only fair that the school help us, no? No word about that till now.

Floorball, floorball. Sigh. Period of great confusion where mouths are shut when they should be open.