<body> High and low tides <body>
Saturday, June 5, 2010

Very very very depressed disappointed discouraged by bad luck at work now. Taking my time at lunch and if they ever ask me why I took so long, I'll say I feel faint and have chest pains, which isn't that far from the truth. And remind them that the other 2 part time staff came more than an hour late, with no consequences at all. I was already working a full hour earlier than them and brought in people which the staff failed to convert into sales. Idiot who came so late brought in and wow staff secured a sale. How not to feel discouraged? I've been psychoing myself for the past few hours just to grin and bear with it, but I feel so sian now I don't think I can go back there and smile somemore. Sighhh. Besides bad luck there is definitely something fishy going on in this screwed up company. Wouldn't name any names but on a personal basis I would advise friends never to buy their exhorbitant products. I'll have to finish out the work, one and a half days left. But heck the commissions already, they don't deserve to sell anything anyway.

I went off @ 12:16 AM