Lack of blog posts recently, fulfilling times outside the hell-hole and fiery ones in it. Spent the last two days working. Though it's tough and painful and tiring, I love it cos it allows me to spend almost the entire day outside and come home only at 10 - 11 plus. Thus minimizing time at home. Haha sounds tragic isn't it, how much I hate it. That's what's keeping me going, the obvious influx of money, little as it may be, and the freedom for the day :) yippie :)

And sometimes, a tiny bit of hardship really makes life more enjoyable. Just for these two days, I started to eat my meals more slowly and appreciatively, and the feeling of sitting or lying down after standing for so many hours is just one word... woahhhhh... The feet hurt but there's also a weird and almost pleasant tingling feeling when I'm lying down right now. Endorphins to the rescue perhaps.

The weather is starting to get exceedingly warm again. It was unbearable a couple of weeks/months back in hall too I guess? I've the aircon and fan on in my room now and it reminds me of hall. my room. my dear, room. *fond* The memory is just so painful, sigh. How can life be so good, so perfect then, and so lacking now. Hopes and yearns for a similar near future, please.

Meanwhile, I still feel amazed and lucky every single day, and I appreciate that. Almost, I feel that there is a god bestowing blessings on me.

:)