I stumbled upon my journal entries from two to three years back, from the days where my eyes were caked from crying and my soul was parched. I wish I could go back in time to hug the then-me. It was so horrible, so bleak, so painful. Even tearing at the memory of all the pain, which is pretty distant and blurry by now. My words were so childish, so pathetic, so deluded. I can't believe I ever let myself live through those days. Those dark dark nights and cold cold shoulders. Goodness. *shivers* I feel so absolutely blessed and peaceful and happy now. Went through an intensive upgrade from piece of shit to actual human being :) And I wanna remind myself to be wiser, but not cynical, and most importantly to appreciate the present cos its a whole lot better :)
that was nonsense, this is living
I went off @
10:47 AM
Monday, May 31, 2010