So I feel all alone and scared when there's physically no one around me, no one to talk to. But hey why didn't I realise the mass sms 'console group' option? haha! Even when there's no one to message at 3 in the morning, the many replies you would have garnered had you sent out a complaint in the afternoon would have been enough to tide you over :) All you need is a little thicker skin.

I hope I don't get that sad to have to send such stuff though. Thank you sister meiii for talking to me just now :) I have been so blinded and clouded by my emotions that it was really necessary for you to tell me facts to my face. Also the encouragement for me to be stronger, to stand up on my own two feet and live by myself. If others can do it so can I. And for my lack of discipline, your succinct advice, 'for your own health and heart'. Forget how much you want to help, forget how uneasy it makes you, it's not worth it and would probably backfire, so just take care of your own life. Oh and remember the bad karma accumulated. Thanks for the greattt reminders :)




"No matter who broke your heart or how long it takes to heal, you'll never get through it without your friends."

Carrie Bradshaw