I'm the optimistic hypocrite. I'm filled with hope and passion. Which undoubtedly gets clouded by realism and pessimism at times. Stay optimistic. But drop the hypocrisy, stop doing things that you know would get you hurt, start picking up and cleaning up your life if you want the best for others too.
It's a perennial night in my world now, it's very very cold and very very bleak. I'm so afraid, shivering in the snow without a jacket, all alone. I might be going crazy. I can't get over it, I can't. I'm so afraid of the future. Yet I'm hopeful. No matter what the sun will rise again. I won't be cold forever.
I went off @
8:43 AM
Thursday, March 4, 2010