I dreamed a dream... of monsters and dragons and the fire in my heart. I dreamed a dream of all my fears and poisons and of things I wish would never come. I wish for you to be happy, with someone whose name and face I'd never want to see. I wish I never knew anything about her. Why did I have to know in the first place. Even before we were two, even before you were one. The very name, the very passions, the very facts and faces and figures are holding on to the veins in my heart and pinching them. They scream so loud and lose all their senses and exaggerate their pain.
All my twenty three years I've wished I would meet you, and I did, but I wish I never knew her...
I went off @
8:01 AM
Tuesday, March 16, 2010