Honestly some parts of it are none of my business, and for the latter, it's their loss. It's still sad to think about it.
It's 3.45am in the morning. I did fyp for more than 12 hours last night and went to bed at 12 noon today, had a short and not restful sleep in the afternoon, then had a nice dinner at crystal jade with eunice and the pandadogs :) Came back to hall and chit chatted with eunice and may lim for like 2 hours! How time flies when you're just talking huh. Good thing about today is that my prof got back to us with our latest draft and there's nothing more to add! Just got to get the citations done. Which I'm really too tired to do now, guess I can get my sleep cycle a little more back to normal and sleep soon. Last thorough editing and addition of citations tomorrow, and its adios to fyp! Bittersweet. Have two more essays to complete but omg I can't believe that this is seriously the end of fyp. I remember all the initial pains I had during the literature review process, when I wasn't that good at it and even more unmotivated. When the deadlines came and I still couldn't get things done and I felt like life was worth ending. Haha stupid. The numerous edits of the different sections were tedious but it can't be said that it wasn't interesting. There is so much more about mass communication strategies and how people perceive things that I know now. I don't think I'm smart enough to remember stuff well enough and digest them and apply them that easily, but with a background it's better than nothing. And we're gonna send a draft of the report to the international conference. Denver dreaming!
Haha there are gorgeous pictures of the rockies which embody the city, but I've always had a fascination for the different metropolises around the world especially in the USA. Just being in a big city, walking the busy streets, seeing the magnificent skyscrapers, soaking in the culture, turns me on just as much as visiting a great work of nature. I honestly don't think I deserve to go on the trip, but IF we really do get in it's gonna be sponsored, how can you say no to that...I have had cold hands when it enters the wee hours of the morning, for the past two nights. And my feet are always cold at night, so I always put them below a leg pillow when I sleep. It could either be bad blood circulation, though I have no idea why I would have that, or mild anaemia. Which I'm pretty sure I have. There are some days of pms whereby I can get up from a sitting position and have to stand and wait for a few seconds cos I go dizzy. Another common cause for the cold hands is diabetes, which I have hereditary predisposition and hope I don't have, especially at this young age.
Gonna go get warm water in my bottle to warm those hands up, and wear long socks to sleep tonight.