I was searching through my blog for something I wrote a long time ago. I couldn't find it, but had a quick journey through my emotions for the past two years. Well I realized that most months, somehow there'd be some kind of reminisce. It was ok, I wasn't really sad. But the words tell no lies, that was how I felt, how I missed. I also saw how terribly sad I was at other situations that were unfolding, at things I couldn't control. But I got over them pretty quickly.

I felt so lucky to be sitting in my aircon room at 3pm reading through how I suffered through the longest 6 months of my life - internship. How each month dragged on so slowly and how painful the agony was. I worried about full time work, but well it'll be different, it'll be better.

The nerves in my brain connecting words and sentences and memory are faulty today. I feel so unnatural forming sentences, and I had a hard time writing my fyp today. Wasted alot of time finding ways to say things to no avail! That section still has alot of language cleaning up to do, but its a good achievement for the afternoon :)

Tempest training last night, first one in NTU for a very very long time, was good! :) I was kinda affected by the alcohol still coursing through my blood, and my kindaaa down mood. But my mood somehow improved alot the moment we started playing :) endorphins rock! Panted like a mad dog again yesterday, but still it was very fun! Frivolous it might be, the funny and relaxed atmosphere was something I enjoyed. It may be a little tricky when there are days whereby I feel we should be taking things more seriously and try to do better, but so far I'm loving it. I guess things will change when the league is nearer.

IHG floorball.. bahh I can do much better. Have problems linking up with the non-floorball players, and though I can see tingyi and intended to pass to him, the passes was mostly abit off from him! grr.. and I kept shooting to a comfortable height for an experienced goalie to save. Shoot low next time! I'll do better tomorrow.

It's one of those writer's block days! Hope its a one-off please, my life would be so much duller without emowriting.