I didn't know the quiz was not mcq, it was 10 one word answers and 3 short essays. In a better time and place I would have aimed for top marks, knowing that I could do it. But in this bitter climate, even recognizing the words on the paper and garnering a pass is sufficient.

Had a long-time-coming nap from 12 to 6, having not slept the night before. The sleep was so deep and worry-free that I woke up lost and unconscious of the time and environment. I even thought I had overslept next morning's class. And in the next few seconds the sickening reality began to settle down on my consciousness. I was whacked, desperate, depressed, I wanted to cry again, but till now the big bawling hasn't even occured yet. Supposed to do up somemore fyp shit before I go clubbing later. But there is seriously no mood. The slowly setting sun and lack of evening sunshine is doing nothing to help matters.

I should have known better that it would happen like before, for all my intelligence and foresight, for all I knew, my heart refused to take advice. And now it's paying the price.