f is for friday and s is for sunday

Fridays are self-declared free days. I went to school to settle more finance admin for my fyp again. Honestly the finance sucks to the core, sucks to the balls. They didn't inform my prof the proper procedures on how to submit the payments, and after 2 months they come back and tell us to change the format. Nicely done, I foresee using up another 100 smses informing and answering to my poor surveyors regarding the delay. Wherever we go, it seems that we can never get away from inept administration.

Schoozed and snoozed my way throughout 10 in the morning just to get up in time to meet my prof at 11.45am today. It was soooo hard to even get up at 11 when I finally did. There is something psychologically wrong. It shouldn't be this hard to wake up in the morning with already 7 hours of sleep. It is hard for me to wake up every single morning. I was told that perhaps its cos I don't look forward to anything in life. That's about it I guess.

Came back to hall to bathe after the finance fiasco before heading off for apac at woodlands. I feel uncomfortable with the new toilets. I don't feel clean everytime I finish showering, possibly because the toilet cubicles are way too hot and I feel sticky like right away. Although I prefer showering with warm water, the past few showers had to end off with a cold blast of water to help matters. And today, I was washing off the shampoo on my hair when the jet of water stopped about 6 times. Thankfully its not the seventh month, or I'd be quite scared. For now, I only worry about the inconvenience of changing a cubicle with all that shampooed hair, eeks.

Really, most of the changes are for the worse, they only look good. I appreciate how nice the room looks, but what's missing is a headboard which the old bedpost had, and its very very important to me since I like to read in bed! We didn't have the facilities to cook, microwave or toast food for one semester, and the pantries didn't have seats. Even now, the stylish looking seats look more suitable for a bar rather than a place for friends to gather. I reminisce about the good old times when we went down to the pantry with its simple table and chairs and shared food there :) And I am missing the water fountain! I really miss the old toilets too. It's good that all these changes only took place in my fourth year of stay in this hall, and the first three years were blissful and comfortable :)

Haha yes yr thank you for agreeing with my rants :p

Floorball was quite fun to watch. Congrats guan and teck for receiving best player for malaysia awards for their first two games! Enjoyed watching the display of floorball from japan and singapore, really cool and inspiring, and I hope to learn from imitation! Itching to play so much, been almost 2 weeks since I had a proper game/training. Tempest training yay!

Floorball should be a big enough motivation for me to wake up tomorrow, yes?!

It is GREAT to be alone this friday night. Sick and tired of hearing people talk. I honestly hate my position right now, for too many reasons. There are so many things I'm seeing I don't like, but I'm not strong enough to do anything. Cos even if I did, it wouldn't make a difference. All I can do is beg my inner self to ignore all this hurt thrown in my face, and act.