Had malay oral today, it was to say the least quite horrible. Reading was fine but for the conversation I just froze and laughed my way through much of it. Haha but the best part is that I don't care... it was just embarrassing but I don't care how badly I do provided I don't fail.

Last piece of schoolwork for this semester is a group report. Aim to finish it by: thursday night-night i.e. wee hours of friday morning. Then no more projects! Feels so yesterday that I was typing a similar post about the end of year 3 semester one, one whole year ago. The feelings are so similar, haha I really haven't grown up.

Haven't been productive in my room at all for the past 2 nights. It's just too distracting. Besides the wasting time on fb and blog and msn, walking around the corridors and talking here and there also take up alot of time. Wondering where is the best place for me to study this time. All my studying kakis have graduated (from my life) :( And no more jcrc room to study at. Hmmm...

Sitting here and pondering where I should head to after my four years... for it will affect my choice of subjects next semester... I don't even know myself well enough, all I can say is that I'm too erratic and inconsistent to be sure of anything. Arh... then it might well be safer to go for a more introvert choice, then I will not get sad suddenly and screw up how I present myself in front of people. And the best choice would actually be some kind of nun, cos then I can be free of any emotional problems till the day I die. Oh wait I don't have a religion. Screw it.