Amazed by the accuracy of first impressions. It's like sixth sense can take a photograph of a person's past, experiences, feelings, thoughts all in that split second. It's something that years of understanding and exploration sometimes fail to do.
I don't wanna be alone tonight, that's why I'm here. I don't wanna build that bridge, but it has happened again. I don't like this. And I'm wondering if this is enough punishment, will I be spared after this? This karma thing is just a convenient excuse for explaining why stuff like that has to happen more than once. Cos there's only so much sadness you can take, after that comes anger and after that you try to push the burden from your emotions to your intellect, and you think think think. But obviously, you knew from the start, that there are no answers. Fate, luck, whatever.
it's the little things that make me happy
but with every wave of happiness
another one of sadness comes along
its embarrassing and bewildering and confusing but it refuses to go away
I went off @
11:34 AM
Wednesday, November 4, 2009