Recently, it's been hard to have good trainings. I'm always feeling a little unwell, something I can't put a finger on, a few times it was diarrhoea, and mostly lack of sleep perhaps. Today it was pretty bad too, already felt quite weak when I went to play recre floorball for fun. This weakness that leads to extreme shortness of breath, stomach and chest pains, and shivering of muscles when I'm sitting still. Hey but coming down to training to sit and rest at the side when you don't know exactly what's wrong with you, isn't really a choice isn't it?

But if you don't rest, then nobody will care and nobody will know what your excuse is. They just know you couldn't execute that drill, you couldn't run fast in the games, you let in that goal...

Weakness just exacerbated my lack of familiarity and skill with the position today, left me worried about it and the chemistry in the partnership, but of course I believe I can improve. Chemistry, hmm I'll try and wait and see.