My fourth floorball street challenge in ntu, and I played like a total piece of shit. Can't score long range goals, can't connect with passes, can't make nice passes, don't have vision, can't hassle, can't hold the ball, can't control the ball, can't shoot on target, can't run into space. It seems like I don't know how to play floorball all over again and it scares me. Couldn't even score one goal and freaking useless. Let in the first goal in the semis due to miscontrol. Don't even know what is wrong with me.

But I've really had very good luck in such things, thank goodness for my teammates, we still managed to make it through to the semis and got a 3rd :) Huge credit must be given to them, because I was totally, seriously useless. Except for the penalty shootout.

Made my way back to my room in the evening and realised that I couldn't find my door key. Had to get the hall fellow to open my room for me with the master key and then rush out to night safari without bathing. Luckily I know where my door key is now, dropped it in yips car in that stupor this morning. The queuing to enter the night safari halloween event was absolutely deplorable, but well it was a unique event and I found out that it doesn't scare me despite being very worried that it would. Supper after that was good too, love dimsum and the charsiew rice, especially cos its after a whole long day on breakfast set and bananas.

Feel rather happy with my day but very demoralised about my floorball... sigh...

Trying to tell myself I'm ok but I know that something's bothering me...





sometimes it's so hard for us to appreciate or even notice
the flower sitting soft and warm in the palm of their hands