I guilt I feel, and am ever gonna feel, will never be tantamount to what you all have to deal with. When you get older, when you realise how wrong you were, how many people you have hurt, it's gonna be a real tough time. And you will regret ever having done all of these. You will remember how good you felt then, you will feel that it was not worth it at all. When you are down and out, when you are old and sickly, when people walk past you, scabs and all, and they throw you the filthiest looks they can muster.

I imagine that, when we die, everything will come back to us. We'll have to experience 'life' as how we treated people in our lifetime. I don't want to be insulted, I don't want to be cheated, I don't want to be scolded, I don't want to be HURT. Even if we don't think that far, just be human and think of how others would FEEL. It's such a simple thing that a glaring number of people cannot even comprehend. Think of how you would feel if you were that person. Think of how you would feel if people bullied you, disrespected you, put you in so much pain. You're human, they're human, the pain you would feel is the same. So how could you bear to put another in so much pain?

Today, I've seen that there are many horrible people in this world, many horrible people I've met. I reflected, truly, and asked myself if I've done things half as bad as them. I had doubts, I wondered if I got this far cos I am, alas, similar to them.

I still have doubts.

I always remind myself, of the human I want to be.