I finally wrote some paragraphs for my literature review, and feel better about my academics than I have in a million years. And after talking to someone who understands all aspects of what I'm going through works wonders. I'm so glad, thank you :)
The solitary friday jog was a rather good one too :) Back is still aching while jogging, but weather was cool and there were hardly any cars on the road, nice! Fridays are good :) I like socialising the other days of the week, but being alone in hall on friday is a good way to enjoy my own company and get work done. There's the occasional emotional wave, but well they come and go I guess? Depression or not, I must remind myself that life is in fact good.
I got my work done from 12am to 4am and it should come as no surprise to me that it is the most productive time of my day, or rather, night. I woke up at 12 this afternoon, and after lunch I was so so tired and unfocused and could never have done what I did just now. Heck whatever sleep-early-wake-early lifestyle. That is not for me. My brain chooses to be active now, with distractions from msn and the internet and whatsoever. That's the way we roll. Sleeping at 5am on a normal schoolday won't work though, it's only for fridays.
Looking forward to a floorballey weekend :) Good luck everyone.
I went off @
1:25 PM
Friday, August 21, 2009