Can't get to sleep when it's time to. Tired throughout all my classes. Unease and discomfort.

I do normally love tuesdays, but today I'm feeling horrible after playing floorball. Trying to get out of the shithole of caring what people think about me. For it's their flawed narrow-minded thinking, it's their loss.

Quite happy that I'm getting used to my new stick :) Shots and control have improved since. Really bad energy levels today though. Just so sleepy, tired, breathless... Just so weak, is it cos of insufficient sleep?

Bought a green ball today to complete my rainbow ball collection :) I do love balls. floorball. softball. stressballs. fishballs. takopachi. mochi. ball donuts. bubble tea pearls. ferrero rocher.

Wow food, something I turn to when I'm sad. It really makes me happy, especially chocolate. I eat chocolate everyday. Sadly.

I dare not retreat to my bed, for I'm scared of what the lack of a distraction will do to me. I'm scared of tomorrow, for I foresee the hurt it will bring.