This hasn't been a happy morning. Sleepy and moody. And I can't place a finger on what exactly is wrong. Various images and thoughts flitting through my head are causing this. Of being sad, and fat, and well I guess that's pretty much it.

And this ex roomie of mine came to talk to me on msn and all over again I had to explain what I 'do' at work. Which is waste my life away; a useless, pointless existence. And I said this again: when you guys had your first day of school last semester, went for/skipped tutorials and lectures, studied/ponned quizzes, prepared for projects and presentations, studied for examinations, ended examinations, enjoyed some holidays, I am still here. Sure, being in school has its ups and downs, bad times and good times. But through it all, my arse is still resolutely glued to this same bloody seat. Day in day out. Doing close to nothing of worth. And she still asked me to take the initiative to ask for work, read stuff and do some things. Obviously, I've already exhausted all these options. Luckily this is already week 23/24 and I don't care about not having anything to do anymore. It's just eight days more. I want my climax, my release, soon.

Bad mood morning, sigh. There's a high chance it's that time of the month again. Gonna go shopping during lunch to cheer myself up :)