The past two days have been pretty happy ones =)

I swore off running in the hope of recovery, which means I couldn't do the drills at storm training. Okay I was pretty restless about it, but just going to training and seeing everyone made me so happy. Staying over at hall 7 with wy, sleeping on the comfycomfy bed with super nice weather towards the morning (thank you fj!), going to make the cake, and just standing around in training again. Why am I so happy in storm? Of course it has got me thinking of whether I am really happy to have left storm. Ignoring the friends issue cos I always knew that that was the major drawback, the main objective of leaving was to improve and play at a higher level. Play at a higher level, I definitely have got that in div 1. Improve, not as much as I thought. Cos storm training is different now. There is a greater emphasis on technique, drills have improved and things are slightly clearer and less confusing. Circumstances change, but in those circumstances, I would choose to leave if I had to make the choice again. I would have to say I want the best of both worlds, and to an extent I've got it =) Just need to be more responsible in the future.

Something good came out of the time I waited for some of them to bathe. I finally managed to execute drag, wrist and slap shots after not being able to do so for quite some time. Yay =)) And my leg doesn't hurt that much anymore, it's definitely on the mend =) Leg pain has become hand pain though =x Practised too much with my hands since I wasn't able to run, muscle strain and blisters now. I looked at my blisters, and almost wanted to say it out 'look i used my hands too much till I have blisters'. Then I stopped myself, for the memory of having someone to take my hands in theirs, caress my blisters and smile at me coursed through. I knew that if I said it, no one would do that now. And it would hurt.

A rather emo day. And still I laughed raucously like mad dogs with alex whenever we had the chance to. The most bizzare incident was when we both laughed when some person's ringtone rang on the train. Omg I can't remember how it sounded like, it was just some polyphonic ringtone, but super laugh-inducing! And I thought I heard her say 'hello sister' when she picked it up. hahahah. Omg we laughed on and off about her for a few stops and I was seriously scared she'll come up and slap or box us after a while. lol! Do I get more easily amused when I am emo? Does that mean she is emo too?

Back to floorball, I should have gone to sit around in tempest training this morning. I did promise myself to do so the night before and told wy to remind me. But the rain this morning made it convenient to hop on yips car and go off to jp. I'm guilty about it and should be nicer to tempest in the future, most of them are really friendly and nice to me.

At least I got my shots back!!! Can perform better the next tempest training =) I am very fired up for tempest training now.

So I am happy but emo today. Hmm. I am emo about something that's not obvious. There is no real reason for me to be emo over this, but I am. Will I get over it sooner or later? Sure I will.

Flicker of hope.