My positioning and composure still sucks =( I feel I have better on-court chemistry with guys than with girls. It's difficult for me to know where to run and where my teammates will run when I play with them. As a result I end up feeling lazy (for not running into space cos I dunno where to go) and lousy (cos I make passes to the wrong place). Then I run into totally wrong places cos I think it'll alleviate some of my guilt for feeling lazy. Argh, feel like pulling my hair out over this. Sorry teammates, it's my responsiblity to adapt and improve and I shall do it. Along with being more aware and agressive, and that long-standing issue, composure.

Anyway gotta mention that ayeen, you almost got a direct shot from my pass today! Almost almost! And vian, I'm sure I made some correct passes to you, they're just like one ball length off. Better luck next time =D

Just feeling sick, tired, sad, disatisfied, unhappy about life right now. Wallowing in self pity has never felt better.