Valentine's Day, my ex relationship anniversary day, came and went. The ripples of hurt, if any, were minute. I finally understand the adage that time heals all wounds. But even if the blood has stopped gushing and the gaping skin is stitched, the scars will always remain. Scars need not be a bad thing, they can be a memory of happier times. I must say that I will be affected by this for as long as I live. The feelings and happenings, I will never forget. I still get haunted by bitter feelings now and then, there are some things I'm sad about, but on the whole, from the bottom of my heart, I'm glad we are still friends.

Cos it's a horrible thing to lose a friend. I made some mistakes in the past and paid for them. But that's the way my life works. Taste the highs then face the lows. I would rather be outstanding sometimes and bottom of the pack at others, rather than live an average life. I would rather love and be hurt, than not love at all. It happens again and again. I'm afraid of losing a friend right now, or perhaps I've already lost... please, I hope it doesn't go that way..

Happy Valentine's Day to all whom I love. My family, friends and etcetera. Thank you for being a part of my life. Even if there are those I love but do not love me, thanks too, haha.. you all make my life hmm, veronific.. Kinda a term for the way I would like my life to be =p



Had a great Valentine's Day with you girls. Though I ate till I felt like throwing up, as usual, steamboating is still fun! And I laughed at unglam photos of meiyin and weird looking couples walking around in bugis and ah chew desserts and god knows what other random unfunny stuff till my head hurt! Haha! Tons of floorball before that furthermore, my perfect Valentine's =)

I can now retreat to a comfortable resting place with a happily aching body and happily aching heart =)