People change, or simply change their colours to fit their environments. Maybe I have too...

I rarely say this, I rarely admit this to myself. I miss you. The times we were close, the times we got along, the times we laughed, the times we enjoyed. Though it was a great big illusion most of the time, carried along by false optimism and a very soft spot...

There are times I miss... but I know we'll never pass that way again. It's over. Maybe even painful while it lasted, but it was once in a lifetime. I remember telling someone before, the effect you had on me, was comparable to other, seemingly greater occurrences...

It was what my heart wanted to do, I couldn't stop it, like I can't stop it beating now. Day after day, beat after beat, still beating for these...

lost loves...

cheers with pure blonde and asahi yesterday
cheers with mcflurry today
thanks for sharing my problems
with your choice poisons ;)

it's one of those days again
when i'm happy, but i'm not really
when i smile, but my eyes feel wet
when i'm happy with my days, but not with my nights
it's nights like these that i wish i could pray again
cos it's one of those nights again

our paths may never cross again
maybe my heart will never mend
but I'm glad for all the good times
cause you've brought me so much sunshine
and love was the best it's ever been

i wouldn't have missed it for the world
wouldn't have missed loving you girl
you've made my whole life worth while, with your smile

i wouldn't trade one memory
cause you mean too much to me
even though I lost you girl
i wouldn't have missed it for the world

they say that all good things must end
loves comes and goes just like the wind
you've got your dreams to follow
but if I had the chance tomorrow
you know I'd do it all again

-i wouldn't have missed it for the world

Went to kuishin-bo for dinner for the first time last night. After hearing so much about it from friends and family, I was quite excited. Especially looked forward to the sashimi and seafood, but was rather disappointed by it. The prawns were a little tasteless, and some crabs were nice and sweet, but some salty and nauseating. And I just didn't feel like eating more than a few pieces of sashimi though I can't get enough of it normally. Perhaps it's a case of appreciating food more when it needs to be rationed :p

The tempura was good though, prawn, prawn and more prawn.. one of my favourite foods :) Didn't save enough stomach for the deserts, was too full by then to really appreciate the chocolate fondue fruits, tarts, cakes, ice-cream, mochi and coronets. Rushed through a few pieces cos we had to leave by 7.30 pm to enjoy the ladies night discount, which was quite substantial. Really too full and uneasy last night, but it's expected since it's my first time. I expect I would enjoy it more the next time I go there :)

Had driving lesson today and went swimming after that. Both rather enjoyable. My instructor let me drive long straight roads around my house area to let me practise my alignment today, alot nicer than driving around ubi :) Did 20 slow laps in the pool today (still aching from training) and didn't eat that much I hope, must detox abit for overeating yesterday.

Going to the fatpipe warehouse to check out the sticks tomorrow :))

could this be real
could this be happening
could you be what i was searching for
do i dare to risk my dying breath
do i dare to choke on it
do i dare to breathe